If so, why? Were you the initiator? Were you forced to defend yourself or others? Or were you an innocent victim?
What was the motivation?
What was your source of strength?
Find a Bible and read the book of Psalms, Chapter 27, verses 1 through 3 (https://biblehub.com/nkjv/psalms/27.htm).
The writer of Psalm 27 tells us that his source of help and strength is the LORD Jehovah.
Who is your source of help and strength?
If you have accepted the LORD Jehovah's Son, Jesus Christ, as your personal Savior, then the LORD will be on your side, fighting with you, and fighting for you, because He loves you.
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God bless you, in Jesus' name!